Today is Sunday October 17th of the year 2021. I buried my little brother 2 days ago, and nothing has been the same since.
The past 3 years I’ve went through year after year of body shocking awakenings to who I am on this earth and what’s going on. But after my brother left, I shifted into a new deep, divine state of awareness.
This time it’s so pure and vivid the realization that I wonder how have I been on this earth so long without knowing these things…
These things that divine masculine men and my divine feminine mentor/bestie have been guiding me into for oh so long.
Today I woke up and I knew I was home again. Back in the castle with God where I feel safe again. Where I have clarity and know exactly what I’m doing and WHY.
But before we get into the WHY, I want to say something to you.
You don’t have to go to die in order to go to Heaven.
Sometimes you can and will get tired of your earthly experience when sh*t isn’t working out for you. Sometimes it seems like you’re at a dead end and there is no turn back. That’s when you’re caught in the 3D world. In God’s world everything is figureoutable.
Losing your WHY or getting off track, will decrease your DESIRE in the right area.
Lack of FAITH will have you off your WHY.
Being off your why will have you lacking in gratitude, wasting your time in dead-end relationships, not knowing your worth, being open to listening to too many others, throwing spaghetti at the wall and getting frustrated with God likes he’s the problem, and really it’s all you.
And even though it’s all you, the whole time God is constantly giving you hints putting you back on track to what YOU SAID you WANT.
It’s your dream, yet here God is helping YOU to manifest it.
When we as divine humans lack gratitude it’s because we are deeply disconnected from God, even if for a brief moment.
Anyway, my WHY finally became clear to me this morning, and I remembered two important moments in my life where I made decisions.
I can see now how God is always giving us exactly what we want. We simply get off the path.
Today ask yourself WHY do you want to do that? Then ask yourself WHY again, and again, and again.
Let the Universe take you where you want to go. The answers are always there within you.
To get help on accessing your divine clarity, tap in with me.
Sidenote: I feel very proud of myself. I am proud of myself. This is more healing for me. As I am a perfectionist, and have battled in the past with feeling like I am doing enough. I am proud of myself for finally hearing God’s voice enough to clearly see the direction he’s been guiding me in.
And I can also tell you that many of things that happened to me in the past, many of the mistakes I made or the roads I went down, had to happen, for this very moment, to be prepared for the job God has called me too. It’s really unique and only I can do it.
